It wasn't that I didn't want to go to work. I just didn't want to get up and get ready. Tuesdays are, in fact, quite enjoyable to me. But I needed a break from that tense, stressful atmosphere, especially now. I don't need added stress-- I need support, and I don't feel like I'm getting it anywhere, so I'm just on my own for now.
I was lying in bed for a couple hours after waking up (something I typically don't like doing and actually didn't enjoy all that much), let out a good cry, and will be out on my way soon to contemplate my current situation in life over coffee, good music, and a good read. Maybe I will come back home rejuvenated.