January 24, 2014
10:10 am
Yesterday, I felt like an insignificant piece of shit in this world.
I felt insecure that maybe I wasn't as great as I think I appear to be, that I'm putting up this front for no reason, that I'm trying too hard and not getting anywhere and no one is warning me. I asked my mom, tears rapidly falling from my eyes, "Do you think I'm a bad person?"
My mother immediately empathized with me. She was honest, but told me everything Cliff told me, which meant that their advice is to be taken seriously.
And today, I feel invincible. Fuck the people who get offended by what I say or do. I am me and I am doing the best to improve me.
