Oh, the joys of job searching.
Lately, I've been feeling really discouraged. I'm so tired of having a "backup plan" in the event that I can't get what I want. I thought about a second AmeriCorps term to further pay off my loans, but to live like this again except in a larger city where expenses are much higher, makes me want to highly reconsider that plan.
I'm jittery. Yes, nervous, but quite frankly, my hands are shaking from my coffee this morning. I bought half a pound of expensive quality grounds from a local roaster this weekend. It's making my heart pound furiously...I'm actually a little scared. But I find it more reassuring than the who-knows-how-old beans from Fresh Market, who inadvertently sold me decaf.
I'm taking half of my lunch break to apply for jobs, despite that I still do it even when I'm not on my break.
I'm on a time crunch, you don't understand.
